autumn is dead

by Tohm Bakelas

Outside flicking burning matches

onto silent streets, the dying smoke

rises skyward toward vacant dusk,

the starless sky. Keeping company

with the dead is easy, having said

what they’ve already said, they

never talk back, they just listen.

When words are forced and used

for the sake of using, all meaning

is forever lost and becomes useless.

Circumstantial ramblings such as

these provide a fogged window into

a mind plagued by terror, sorrow,

and a complicated but happy life.

Walking along these streets there

is a quiet that only exists on the

cold concrete of hometowns, or

so you convince yourself because

it’s easier to believe you have

something special when you refuse

the possibilities of anything better.

The lone streetlight, struggling to

come alive, flickers on and off.

And like a wounded season that

had no chance—autumn is dead.